I don't want to be awake again
I spend my days with my head in my hands
If I go outside, I'll fall apart
I spend my days with my head in my hands
If I go outside, I'll fall apart
I am mostly scared by passing time
The world it seems gets more unkind
Inevitable tragedies will soon be mine
The world it seems gets more unkind
Inevitable tragedies will soon be mine
I am looking for an easy place
To mask my thoughts behind my face
Oh, brown baked column of victory
To mask my thoughts behind my face
Oh, brown baked column of victory
Maybe I should just pack up and run away again
And let you forget that you were once my friend
And watch another go on and do better without me
And let you forget that you were once my friend
And watch another go on and do better without me
But I could not go away, not if I wanted to
I can hide from friends, but I cannot hide from you
These chemical reactions are dividing me
I can hide from friends, but I cannot hide from you
These chemical reactions are dividing me
Self-deprecating thoughts are interrupting all the time
Emphasizing all the traits that I wish weren't mine
They speak louder than everybody
Emphasizing all the traits that I wish weren't mine
They speak louder than everybody
I try to keep my eyes closed as my outlook isn't bright
Compulsively complaining when I haven't got the right
I hate the way that I think and act
Compulsively complaining when I haven't got the right
I hate the way that I think and act
I want to end reality but I feel hesitant
Optimistic that the future will be more concerned than the present
And so for today, I'll remain intact
Optimistic that the future will be more concerned than the present
And so for today, I'll remain intact
I don't want to be awake again
I spend my days with my head in my hands
If I go outside, I'll fall apart
I spend my days with my head in my hands
If I go outside, I'll fall apart
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